A  wonderful tik  tok  trend, but in a slightly different way…my own version  I didn’t meet my younger   self for coffee. Because I cancelled on her.  How could I meet with her. I would have to tell her  the news. That  her dreams will not be reached. She  is about to  loose  her soulmate, her heart horse, her best friend  in such a tragic way .  I would have to watch her face turn from joy to pain, because of my words.  Once they are  spoken  I cannot take it back for her. I won’t be able to make it right.  She is so happy , so full of plans and adventures they are planning . She has no idea what is about to happen , that he r world will fall apart.  It’s not fair that I do that to her.  Yet. I would have to tell her t hat  she  had so many memorable moments, achievements and success.  Adventures that filled her heart with joy and pride in herself and her horse.  But it al...

  2 years later… I met my younger self for coffee.  I didn’t cancel  this time. We were both  early, eager to meet . She ordered a  te a  (coffee is too bitter) . I ordered a latte.  She wore jeans and a pretty shirt and heels . I wore tights and a hoodie and runners. It’s funny how time changes us.  She said she was anxious ,   uni  was hard, especially while working. She wanted to  quit ,  it was her last year though . I told her my  uni  degree opened the door for me to step into a wonderful successful career. To have so many opportunities I wouldn’t have had before. I was glad I worked  hard ,  my independence is a result of that.  She was in awe of the life I described. It’s what she dreams of.  She said she was a bit  lost,   she has no hobbies besides the gym. S he loves riding but it’s been a while since she rode and h er confidence is not what it used to be after that fall . ...